It just hit me that I am a mom. I know that sounds weird, since I have been one for quite some time, but I am just realizing that there is no turning back now.. not that I want to...
Here is a condensed list of things that I just realized today. I know, I must be slow. I think it's from having all those babies..
1. It just hit me that my body will never ever, EVER be the same.
2. It just hit me that I wont be carrying a purse any smaller than a tote for the next 10 years and that continually, not a thing in that tote will be for me.
3. It just hit me that I am not going to be able to sleep in again for long time, try as I might!
4. It just hit me that anytime I make something for myself to eat, 1/2 of it is consumed by someone other than myself, and the other half ends up either on the front of my clothing, or on the floor. (The last part I knew.)
5. It just hit me that my night life now consists of cleaning, folding, and washing whatever I didn't get to during the day. (OK, and the occasional bowl of ice cream.)
6. It just hit me that my car is never going to be clean again. (I'm willing to do what I have to to keep the kids quiet!)
7. It just hit me that I have no idea what is going on in the world, but I can tell you everything that happened today on Dora, Wonder Pets, Max and Ruby........
8. It just hit me that I am proud of the way my body looks, It's been through a lot but I would do it all over again in a second.
9. It just hit me that I love big bags. The bigger the better, and you can store so much in those things!
10. It just hit me that I love getting up bright and early every morning and hearing Owen say, " Mommy! Mommy! Good morning Mommy! I find Daddy now."
11. It just hit me that I cherish the times that Owen climbs in my lap when I am eating and says, " I tase it?"
I don't even mind the sticky clothes, at least he and I match after.
12.It just hit me that I could eat ice cream for every meal, I mean it. Yeah, no, I still really don't like to clean.
13. It just hit me that I don't care if my car is ever clean again. I have enough food, toys and clothing in there to keep us for the next three days. Really I guess you say it's my 72 hour kit on wheels.
14. It just hit me that I would do anything to spend time with my kids. Even if it means I turn on the T.V and sit down to cuddle with them while we watch cartoons.
Being a mom is the hardest thing I have ever done, but it is also the most rewarding thing I have ever done. I have never been so tired, frustrated and scared, but then again I have never been so happy in all my life.
I am honored to be Owen and Lola's mother. There is nothing better in the world then getting to stay home with them everyday and watching them grow, laugh, and play. They along with Mitch, are the best part of my life.
It just hit me, I am truly blessed.
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8 comments:
What a cute post! I love it! I am glad you have made peace with so many things...I have some lessons to learn from you!
I couldn't ask for a better wife, nor could your children ask for a better mom. It may have just hit you, but we've known it all along.
Love, Mitch
Emma, I have to say I just love what you wrote. I think I want (with your permission) to print that out or something. Its very sweet and poetic and also makes me remember how wonderful motherhood is. Also, what a sweet comment from your husband! You guys are awesome and we love you and look forward to seeing you soon!
You are so right! I laughed out loud when I read all the things that change after you become a mom...and what an awesome mom you are! (With darling kids!)
Thank you all for your comments! I feel the same about all of you.
Emma, I know I told you tonight, but I think that is the cutest post ever! I am excited to be a mom one day and I am glad I'll have your example as my sister! Thank you for your love and support! Love you!
Cute post Em! I dido that! Except the ice cream thing, if I ate ice cream like you do I would be twice my size. Not fair! Being a mom definitely makes life a lot harder, but a lot happier too!! You are doing a great job.
Emily,
Your post made me cry because it was so sweet. You can tell that you love being a mom because your kids are adorable and happy. That only comes from a mom who loves being a mom and who is a great one.
Love Robin
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